I'm not up to much right now. I started having preterm labor and finally went to L&D.
Gabriel Ross was born alive a little before 8 pm. He lived a short while and passed away in our arms. We spent about three hours holding him and telling him how much we loved him.
I was discharged from the hospital today and am home again. I feel empty.
97 comments:
My heart is broken for you. Love you and love you and love you and if you need anything at all, please do not hesitate to call. Even if you just want to talk. Or scream. Or anything. I am hear for you. You don't deserve this and I am so, so sad for you.
Eas, I am so, so very sorry. I can't believe this, and I wish there were anything I could say that would make even a dent in how you must be feeling.
E & J, I am just crying here, I am so very sorry for your loss. If there is anything, and I mean anything, I can do for you, PLEASE ask. I can be there in about 3 hrs if you need someone/something, seriously.
Oh Eas, I am so so sorry. I don't have words to express how heartbroken I am for you. I am sending you my love and thoughts. I wish you peace and comfort through this terrible time.
I am so, so sorry. I don't have the words to express how sorry I am. I will be thinking of you and your family.
Love,
Alex17
Love. That's all I have. Lots of love. Gabe was lucky to have a mom like you.
I'm so sorry for your loss. Please if you need anything just know that you have more people than you know who care about you.
I am so, so, unbelievably sorry for your loss.
I am so very sorry. I wish there was more I could say. My prayer is for peace and rest for you and your husband.
Easerj:
I am sooooo soooo sorry for your loss. ::Hugs::
Eas - I am SO SORRY. My heart goes out to you and your husband. Words cannot express how sad I am for you!
Lots of love, hugs, thoughts and prayers...
I love you hon.
Oh my gosh. I am so sorry. What is going on around here??? I cant believe it.
I am so sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers as you grieve.
(((HUGS)))
Oh my gosh. I am so sorry. (((hugs)))
I'm very sorry to hear about your loss. Take care of yourself. ((hugs))
I am so sorry. I wish I knew the words to say to make this ok but there are none. I wish you nothing but the best.
I am so very, very sorry for your loss. My thoughts are with you, your H and the rest of your family. I wish you comfort during this awful time.
Words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. My thoughts are with you and your family.
I am so sorry Eas. I am heartbroken for you. Sending all my thoughts and prayers your way. {{{Hugs}}}
-Jen
Eas words cannot express how sorry I am for your loss. You and your family will be in my prayers and thoughts.
Rachi
Oh Eas, I'm so so sorry. I wish there was something I could do or say...my heart is broken for you guys. I'm sending huge hugs to you and I pray for comfort for you and your DH.
OMG, I am so so sorry. There's nothing I can say. Peace for you.
I am so very sorry. I wish there was more I could say, but I know nothing will help the pain right now. My thoughts and prayers are with you.
NO!! I'm so, so sorry. :( No one should have to go through what you've been through. Ever. You're in my thoughts and prayers.
I wish that I had something comforting to say. I am so incredibly sorry about the loss of your son. :( ((HUGS))
Mrs.tlcS
Easjer,
I have no words. I've been reading your blog for longer than I can imagine and this was the last thing I expected. Please know that you are in my thoughts and my prayers. And Gabriel was quite lucky to have you as a mom.
Love,
Ms.Figgie
Oh God, Eas, I am so, so, so sorry. I am heartbroken for you and your husband. I'm thinking of you.
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
Oh my. I'm so sorry. I have followed your pregnancy so closely. I want you to know how much my heart aches for you and your family.
I am so saddened by your loss. I only "know" you from the Nest, but I wanted to say that my heart hurts for you today.
Love you, babe.
I am so sorry. I will say many prayers for you and your family.
I am so, so very sorry for your loss. I wish that I had more comforting words, but I can't wrap my head around what you might want to hear. I'm sending all of the love I have your way, and I'm always an email/phone call away if there's anything that I can do.
Eas, I am so, so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine how you are feeling. You and your husband will be in my prayers.
Eas, I'm so, so incredibly sorry for your loss. I'm thinking of you.
-QC
Eas, I have no words that could even come close to comforting you, but I want you to know I'm thinking of you and your family. I'm so very, very sorry for your loss ~jessis62781
My heart is breaking for you. I pray that you find peace. I wished there was something more than praying that I could do for you.
So sad. No one deserves this, espcially you.
I'm absolutely sickened by this news. I just .. I just cannot understand this and I'm so incredibly sorry and so upset and so saddened. You've been in my thoughts for some time now and will continue to be. I'm just so sorry. -kmtfu
i am so very, very sorry for your loss. my thoughts are with you and your husband right now.
(bw07 from the nest)
Dearest friend. I am so so sorry. This is horrible. My heart is broken. I can't even think straight today. You know I'm here for you - night or day - whatever you need, you've got it. I wish I wasn't so far away. :(
I love you very much. So very much. Thinking of you, J, and your precious son.
((((hugs))))
My heart is breaking for you and your husband, reading this was a shock and I'm sending out as many prayers and good thoughts for you as I possibly can.
I'm so very sad to hear this - I just have no words. My heart goes out to you and your husband.
There are no words. I'm devastated for you and your husband. I'm so sorry your little boy is no longer with you.
Words can not express how sorry I am right now and how much my heart breaks for you but I know its not even close to what you are feeling.
I am praying for you and your family. I'm so very sorry Eas.
I can't begin to tell you how sorry I am. You are in my thoughts.
-epphd
Oh Eas, my heart is breaking for you. I will keep you and your husband in my thoughts and prayers. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss.
Oh my god, I am so sorry. I have been praying and hoping for you, my heart is breaking for you right now. (hug).
Oh my gosh. I am so sorry. I saw your blog title, and thought it must be a mistake!
I am so sorry for your loss, Eas... I'm crying for you. I will keep you and your husband in my prayers. I know that nothing I can say right now will comfort you but I wanted you to know that I am thinking of you.
I am so so sorry for your loss. My heart is broken for you. I wish you strength and comfort during this time.
I'm so, so sorry. I have followed your blog since my first loss in October but I just saw a post about this on SAL. There are no words that can come close to saying how deeply sorry I am about the loss of your Gabriel. I will pray for strength for you and your husband and that you are surrounded by the love of family and friends in the weeks to come...
I am so terribly sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you and your family.
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your husband will be in my thought and prayers.
I am so sorry Eas. We love you and are all praying and thinking of you and your family.
i'm so sorry eas. thinking of you.
-matsifloxacin
I am so very, very sorry for your loss
~smilelari~
Dear Eas,
I am so very sorry for your loss. I cannot imagine how you are feeling, I only know that I would be heartbroken and crushed and that no words exist beyond that to describe the true depth of my sorrow.
Many prayers, many hugs. May his memory be eternal.
Cecily
There are no words good enough, there are no hugs big or warm enough, there is no sentiment strong enough to express my utter sorrow to you and your family. I am so very sorry for the loss of your son, who was undoubtedly as beautiful and special as his mother. Gabriel touched all of our lives, and his legacy will live on in our hearts. We all are here for you, and hope to help in whatever way we can.
So very sorry. You are in my thoughts and prayers.
*Isha
I've been reading your blog for awhile, and I can't tell you how sorry I am for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with your and your husband.
i don't even know what to say. just know that you have a lot of people out there who care about you; you are in my constant prayers. i'm so very sorry.
I am so incredibly saddened to hear this. I have followed your story on the Nest and on your blog and my heart aches for you right now. You and your family and your precious Gabriel are in my prayers.
(txbabs111)
Know that there are a lot of girls on the boards who love you and are praying for you. I am so sorry for your loss Eas, I wish there was more I could do to help. Hugs.
I am so sorry... I am praying for your family.
I am crying with you right now. I am so, so sorry.
I am so, so sorry for your loss, and my heart has been crumbling all afternoon thinking about you. I have no words, except please know that you have with you the thoughts and prayers of dozens of women, many of whom you've never even met, but all of whom love you, your husband, and your precious son. The pain will never go away, but I pray that you will be able to find comfort and peace.
Eas, I'm so sorry for your loss. My thoughts and prayers are with you, your husband, little Gabriel, and the rest of your family. Take care of yourself.
I want you to know that there are so many people out there tonight - all across the country - that are thinking and praying and crying for you tonight. I know that grieving is a lonely process but please remember that you are cared for by many.
I am so very, very sorry for your loss. I'm sure words offer very little comfort at this time but I wish you and your husband peace.
I'm so so sorry (calhoun)
Oh, hun, I'm SO sorry for your loss!! My heart breaks for you. I hope you can find your way back from this with all the love that surrounds you, and that strength that characterizes you. Much love, Eas, I'll be praying for you, your DH and precious Gabriel.
I've followed your blog from the bump and I'm so so sorry you have to go through this. I'm praying for your family. I wish you peace.
I am so sorry for your losss. My heart breaks for you. You and your husband are in my prayers.
Eas, I'm so very sorry for your loss. I don't really have any words, but you and your family are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. Sending you lots of prayers and hugs.
My heart is breaking for you. I am so incredibly sorry for your loss. You and your husband are in my prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. You and your husband are in my prayers.
I am devasted for you. I am so sorry. I will be praying for you and your family.
i'm so very sorry hon :(
Eas,
I am so terribly sorry. You and your family and sweet baby boy will be in our prayers today and always.
Sara
easjer, i just heard. i'm so incredibly sorry. my heart breaks for you...
I'm so, so very sorry for your loss.
I am so so sorry for your loss.
I am so sorry for your loss. I can't imagine the pain that you are going through, and I hesitate to say anything because I know it will sound hollow, but just know that you are in my thoughts. I wish you strength.
I am so sorry to hear about your loss. It breaks my heart, and after all you've been through during this pregnancy. I am keeping you and your husband in my prayers and wish for nothing but peace for the 2 of you.
I'm so sorry about your loss.
Words can not express... I don't know what else to say except my thoughts are with you and your family...
I'm so sorry Easjer. My thoughts are with you and your husband.
I know this won't take away the heartache but I'm so incredibly sad. My heart is completely broken. (((Hugs))) You are in my thoughts and prayers.
I am so sorry for your loss. It breaks my heart! You, your H, and your family are in my prayers. I wish you peace and comfort through this terrible time. Always in my thoughts.
You don't know me at all and I don't know you either. I've been following your blog for nearly a month now. I'm so sad right now for you. I am wordless but know that I'm sorry this had to happen.
I'm so sorry.
I'm terribly sorry for your loss. I've been thinking of you all day. I am just so sorry. -Becky19
Oh, Eas, I am so, so sorry. I just don't have the words to express how heartbroken I am for you and your husband.
I am so very sorry for your loss. I blogged a lot about the suckiness of a preterm labor loss, which may help you if you are interested. This is not fair and there are no answers or explanation as to why this happens. My heart goes out to you and your husband.
Eas, I came off botb a long time ago - almost a year - but I never stopped reading your blog. My heart goes out to you at this time of loss and sadness. There's nothing I can say to make the situation more bearable but know I wish you comfort & peace.
Bar07
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