Levels are too low.

I'm trying not to cry. They are in normal ranges, but not where they should be for this point in my pregnancy.

I'm going for an ultrasound in an hour.

I'm not expecting to see a thriving Chickadee. I'm expecting to see the only picture of Chickadee we'll ever see.

I suppose there are miracles out there, but I'm doubtful we'll be having one.

Will update later. I feel brokenhearted right now.