I guess I should be relieved that we have a chance for better timing. I'm just tired of this confusion and tired of this cycle. If it's not going to happen, let it end. If it's going to happen, let it be soon (though with 2 negative OPK's I'm not optimistic). I just either want to be done or to move on, you know?
And my weight is coming back up quickly. So I guess I need to hit the gym.
Sigh to it all. Today seems poised to be filled with sighing.